Okay, so it's near noon in this part of the world, but I'm sure the rest of the world is either just waking up, or heading for bed. =P
It's Day Five of my imposed 'vacation', and I was tasked to make breakfast this morning: pancakes. It comes in ready-mix packages. What could go wrong? I don't really do the cooking in the house, and I haven't cooked pancakes in ages. Again: what could go wrong? ^^
The ingredients were simple: pancake mix and water. My intelligence felt slightly insulted knowing that's all there is to it. So I decided to add eggs and powdered milk. The eggs looked decidedly cute in the cup, I took a picture. I put it inside the red mixing bowl we always used for pancake batter because I liked the bright contrast of red and yellow.
Like I mentioned to my sibs while I was making them flapjacks, I'd rate myself "A" (as in Ass) in cooking, because the first batches ended in dark brown instead of the golden brown that we all love. One that I put cinammon chips in that almost got incinerated I christened, "Cinnamon from Hell". Hey, it wasn't that bad, though. It wasn't totally totalled--just that my sis put more syrup than usual.
The rest of the batches, middle sis decided to put all the ripe mango slivers into the batter, which wasn't part of the plan, since I wanted to make plain batches. I made mention of the mangoes because one little piece caused the batter to form the one below. Do you see it? ^_^
Just in time for the luurve month, eh?
This one I set aside for the Little Peanut.
About more than halfway through, I finally got the hang of cooking it right, as you can see. There were a lot of misses, and there were some hits. The misses you can see underneath them hits.
Who says cooking ain't messy business? =P
The best part of it all is that the rest of the family still enjoyed our simple fare. Hope the rest of you folks had a lovely breakfast! \(^_^)o
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laidback
Then she saw this video of 2NE1's segment in a show singing "I Don't Care". I shouldn't be surprised, but I still was when she tried to sing along. It just made me laugh for some reason. I mean, what was I thinking that the household wouldn't be affected by the hallyu wave? She always, always asks I either play "Nobody " by the Wonder Girls on forever loop, or look up the video on youtube because she found the animated version amusing. She's eight; it's a given, I suppose.
And so, the Philippines is finally catching on to other Asian music. It's just small wonder why that didn't happen with Jpop, specially with the influx of anime some years back. I guess folks then found you weird if you were singing some track from a Rurouni Kenshin OST, or that singing the Voltes V ending song would earn you strange looks. Hn. And people found Kpop only now?? =P
Oh, well. It's nothing new, so I'm kind of used to it. I have several songs from anime stored in various computers and thumb drives, my sibs are hardly surprised if I suddenly belt out in some obscure Japanese song. And with my discovery of Park Yong Ha's other talent (singing), my playlist has grown, specially upon discovering two more of his albums. PLUS there's a CD I ordered from yesasia that's been waiting for me for almost a week. I would have gotten it had I not poked my friggin' eye.
And, oh yes, there was a bit of a motive why I posted again. I wanted to share a vid of one of Park Yong Ha's concerts in Japan. I was playing with the idea of posting it on FB, but then I wouldn't want certain people in my list of my fangirl persona. XD
So, here's Tomorrow, from PYH's Love album. Hope you like. ^^
- Music:Tomorrow - PYH
It's Day 4 of my 'confinement' at home since the eye-poking incident Monday night. I haven't done much but check on Park Yong Ha on the net. And to think I've only thought of now to log into my LJ.
Oops, I'm telling my tale backwards, ain't I?
( The lowdown here. )
So. Back to the present. I've been doing the dishes, looking after the kiddies from time to time, and burning the net with my searches. Haven't drawn or plunked my guitar, or even write anything for my fanfics in limbo. T.T It's like I'm a different person from before. I would have reveled at the thought of days off from work, and do all this fun stuff. Has all my creative juices run dry? Have I developed into a bigger bore?
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blah - Music:Truth - Park Yong Ha
Plus, another new obsessing fangirling activity in the shape of one Park Yong Ha.
It all happened so fast. It just started a couple of weeks ago, yet I still can't really recall how it really started. I mean, I've seen him on Winter Sonata, and endured romantic cheese in Loving You for his sake. And after some furious googling, I only discovered recently that he's a popular singer in Japan. So that only goes to say that was my first exposure to the term 'hallyu'.
Way back when, I liked him because he was kinda cute. I didn't think much of his acting skills then, either. But I find that he's improving with the series "Story of a Man" (aka Slingshot), which I'm watching. His other series last year, "On Air", though much lauded, didn't impress me much, though. Still, I'm happy to know that he's back in the acting business after being away in Japan for so long. I think his Korean fans don't mind.
And as for his singing... damn, that voice. I kind of suspected he sang one of the soundtracks in Loving You. But I never imagined his voice took him far in other places.
So now, I'm making up for it by slowly building a personal collection of his songs, videos, and anything where he showed up on. I even actually got Darkmagician-chan to romanize some of the songs from his "Love" album so we could sing to it. Not too bad for folks who don't speak Korean or Japanese.
And this also looks like I'm making room for mushy ballads again after a very long time. I must be getting old...
Speaking of ballads, I'm gonna be getting one of his older albums soon. And just in time for February, too!
Photo courtesy of koreanmovie.com
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sappy - Music:Go Ma oon Sa Ram -- PYH
And then it occurred to me how flattering it must be for someone to draw a representation of you, whether a realistic rendering or a caricature. It piques your curiosity to see how the artist perceives you, if they capture your essence, your distinctness in this sea of obscurity. Did they get your eyes correctly? Did they depict your captivating pout just right? Lacking that, do you see elements of your daily self in what the drawn you wears, or could be holding? It tells much of how much the artist picks up clues from you, whether you've worked with them for some time, or you've commissioned them to do your portrait. Fancy that...
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working
The package arrived a week before Friday at the post office, but couldn't pick it up until Monday since they're closed on weekends. I was a little bummed out by that. Imagine that the books are just a short commute away, but I had to wait two days! But the company Christmas party that Friday and watching Korean drama pretty much kept me amused through the wait until the pickup.
I started on Chronicles first, and I was on the first pages of the second story when I decided to start on Canary Trainer instead. The latter is a paperback, so it was pretty easy to carry around to read while on commute. Starting out Tuesday night, I finished that Saturday morning. I'll post separately for their reviews.
So, yes, a lot of stuff has happened the past two-and-a-half weeks. First of it when I was offered to buy a Toshiba L300 laptop in partial payments. So I researched online about it, had second thoughts, and ended up buying a CPU instead. Well, at least this sucker would meet most of my requirements. ^^; But now, having been using the laptop on occasion since my brother-in-law bought it, now I'm beginning to have second thoughts of getting the desktop. ^^;; The OS hasn't even been set up properly yet! Yeesh... will really have to get around to do that sometime this year. So that technically makes it a week. Blah.
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working - Music:Suite No. 4, Sarabande - Bach Cello Suites
My shift technically ended eight hours ago, but got a lot of stuff to do, as usual. I'm tired and my mind is dangerously drifting to parts unknown, but not without feeling that sense of fulfillment of a job nicely done. Can't really say that it's well done, but I muddle through. ^^
As my mind was wandering off to vegging-dom (if such term even exists), I thought of visiting my profile page down at ffnet, and got some pick-me-uppers from gracious reviewers. I couldn't help myself to some mild ego-tripping lark and peeked inside my old fanfics... and saw how far I've regressed. I almost couldn't believe that I wrote this stuff! It's not that i think that my writing style is excellent; it's because my futile attempts at writing recently just... doesn't hit the mark for me. Not even close.
And since I've left a handful of multi-chaptered fics hanging, I'm beginning to doubt my capability of being consistent and faithful to their premises to see to writing the end. A lot of things changed in my life that I'm not sure if I have the luxury to let my mind graze into some semblance of creative writing.
I'll find a way... I hope.
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exhausted
My mind just wants to shut down right now. Been crunching loooong hours for two days now.
...
I don't want to entertain the notion that this job is starting to look like the last one I had, but I'd like to be optimistic. Yes, Daiji likes this kind of pain. Me likes this kind of paiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnn...
Ugh. Save me from the abyss of obscurity and help me write your story, Doc! *headdesk headdesk headdesk*
(end rant-dom of nothingness)
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exhausted
A friend who lives in San Diego emailed me earlier to say that she got the packages! Schweeeeeet!! XDDDDD
And so I tremble in anticipating glee while contemplating how my lovelies will be shipped. *goes off into a happy dance*
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jubilant - Music:Cello Suite 3: Courante - Bach Cello Suites, Yo Yo Ma
... I had no idea. No idea whatsoever!
Because my sisters hogged the internet the past weekend, we didn't think of turning on the TV to cut down on the electrical consumption. I had no idea we were so fortunate! I even thought of going to the mall, but the bad weather that Saturday morning made me change my mind. Thank goodness I didn't go, and also cancelled an appointment to the opthalmologist!
And when my coworkers and I were talking about it in the break room a few hours ago, I wasn't hit with the gripping reality until I wondered if we were ever ready for such devastation, and it chilled me more when I knew the answer to that.
I'm just thankful we are safe. But there are many, many folks who are not so fortunate. My thoughts and prayers to my fellow men who were devastated by Ondoy. God will help us through all this...
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shocked
And yes, this is a sequel to the last post. You just gotta love how things work out sometimes!
( Some not-so-nitty-gritty details in case you care to know--or bored enough to read more. x3 )
So, this time, before I got off, I gave a little awkward thanks, checked his plates again, then walked-ran the rest of the way to the office. And I was not late.
So again, to the young driver of the jeep with license plate# DKB 490, THANK YOU for getting me here in the nick of time, and for your brisk and gracious demeanor. ^__^
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whoa.
This is a shout-out to a certain young driver of the jeep I got on en route to work last night. I never thought of getting his name (which seemed silly under normal circumstances, even if I was sitting right behind him), never thought of getting the jeep's license plate, didn't even thank or acknowledge his actions with a nod or a smile. But let this cynical little city girl make up for it online, at least, until good karma finds its way to you.
Because never in my entire commuter life have I recalled such a courteous driver! I think anyone who has public transport a part of daily routine could tell you that a driver who acknowledges and thanks his passengers is just as real as... oh, say a perfect guy, perhaps? XP
For passing a fellow passenger's fare over, for answering him when he asks where you're going, or when he asks people to scoot to give room, a mild yet genuine THANK YOU is his automatic response. It just blows me away! I couldn't help but grin a bit at this small but quietly powerful gesture of kindness.
I even felt sorry for him when, a new passenger sitting at the end of the vehicle rolled her eyes when he didn't hear where she got on, and had to repeat about once or twice. I had this mental image of making a swing at her head for just being thoughtless at the time! Does she ever stop to think that drivers who have been operating on the streets for likely several years, exposed in the harsh elements and various decibels of the city's daily orchestral mayhem--not to mention their own vehicle's roaring engine--and plying their trade in more hours than what she clocks in her cozy air-conditioned office, will have supersonic hearing? We forget this simple fact most of the time, or turn off compassion when on the road. And before we acknowledged the use of the term multitasking, public transport drivers are allllll over it: watching the road, watching out for flagging passengers, reaching behind them for fare. And they drive, too. Too bad passengers do not know the unspoken rule among drivers that, ideally, they aren't supposed to speak to the driver because it would distract their attention.
Le sigh. So now you know the reason for the bat-swinging mental image. Frustrating, non?
Despite that, it was a humbling, yet very enlightening and warming experience to know that for all the travails and everyday grind my fellow man toils through everyday, some can still hold their head up and offer a glimpse of heart.
So I will make a small pledge to myself to be a lot more understanding to these servants of the road. I'm sure it's frustrating as hell, because the ones we usually encounter are reckless, inconsiderate self-serving assholes that you'd love to give them new ones. Oh, and I'm sure that there are as many decent folks on the street, don't get me wrong. But someone showing genuine unconditional courtesy to the people he serves? Again, it blows the mind.
So to you, Young Mr. Jeepney Driver of the Cubao-Ever route, I salute thee. ^__________________^
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... amazed. Really amazed.
I've always thought that I have a high threshold for pain. But sometimes, lowly mortals must give somehow. And so I'll whine.
I didn't think sleeping a day and a half of your weekend away would replenish one's strength. Nope, dead wrong! I woke up somewhere in a Monday morning with a sniffle, which worsened to a dry cough later into my first night at work. And when coughing gives me a headache and my joints ache a little, that is not a good sign. So I took an OTC tablet for flu Tuesday morning, and felt a little better coming to work.
Wrong again. Though coughing can be controlled, I feel kinda warm, my eyes are itching and tearing up, and they hurt when I put pressure on them. Joints are a bit of a bother, too...
Oooooh, three hours until I get home to be freed of my little agonyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...
I feel your pain,
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crappy - Music:Cello Suite 3: Courante - Bach Cello Suites, Yo Yo Ma
Taking a page off of Angel of the Waters' post, I'm putting up my version of a wishlist. So from the doable to the far-fetched, let me play Material Girl for this one post and present---
My 100 Days to Xmas Wishlist!
1. Car, second-hand or not---preferably an Impreza, or a Galant from the 6th generation up. The big hulking 2010 Galant SE ain't so shabby, either... <3333333
2. Granada Sherlock Holmes DVD -- because I can never get enough of the loverly Jeremy Brett... ^o^
3. Nikon D40 or D90 with macro lenses.
4. A quiet weekend getaway with Gerard Butler (HA!!!) XD
5. Violin, and violin lessons to go with it, deQuervain's Syndrome be damned. ^_^
6. Compilation of any string compositions by the masters (Bach, Beethoven, Mendelssohn (sp?), Mozart, Vivaldi, etc.)
7. Wacom pen tablet, or any brand of good quality pen tablet.
8. Korg or Roland keyboards. XD
9. Durable earphones of good sound quality. I've gone through several now, and here's hoping my current Pioneer lasts more than a year
10. More pairs of shoes that I can actually use to walk with.
11. A world trip. Not just a simple tour.
12. Laptop or netbook.
13. An Aoshi Shinomori UFO doll.
14. A shelf to hold my little Transformers and car collections.
15. ... and a house to go with that. =3
... and most of all...
16. TIME in my young adult life to enjoy any and all of these.
ADDENDUM: Bowing to
17. The Canary Trainer by Nicholas Meyer
18. The Chronicles of Sherlock Holmes by Paul D. Gilbert
19. 1/32 scale diecast AE86 panda Trueno and/or the yellow Mazda RX-7 FD3S (because I realized me little FC is lonely. ^^). From Initial D... if you haven't guessed by now.
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dorky
I was listening to a call, and it tickled me that the caller's surname was Moriarty. In my head, I was going "oooOOOOOOH..." But nothing registered with the agent, and he didn't even get the name right! ("'G' as in 'good', 'y'?; "No. 'T' as in 'Thomas'."). No witty comeback line, nothing! Am I expecting them to know the notoriety of that name? Was that expecting too much? Reading into it too much? Or my mind is latching onto nonsensical things again? T__T
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amused
I'm not a blog-every-moment type of person (if my posts aren't testament enough), but this day just needs to get up there in cyberspace.
One: Subieeee sighting!! XDDDD
I spotted a silver WRX at an intersection on my way to work. It's the fugly GD model, the one with fugly headlights. It's very rare to see any model on display (except the GC8 and GDBF I'm ogling at every passing moment when commuting), more so on the road. Still, knowing it's an Impreza (and seeing the wicked-looking scoop on the hood) makes me drooooooooool. <33333333
Two: Nothing is sacred.
Got to work to find that my old CPU was hooked up in place of my new one. Long story short: old CPU was to be formatted to be used as a test unit. What they didn't tell me was that they formatted it on my station. Where my clutter and two pairs of socks (I used during gym) are out and about--of course, said recalcitrant socks are flung behind the old CPU, and... you get the picture. ^^;;
I'm torn between embarrassment and amusement as I picture the hapless IT guy who was working then. In my defense, my socks weren't smelly... much. ^^;;;;
Way to go, me!
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err... - Music:Suite no 5, Courante- Cello Suite / Yo-Yo Ma
I'm still waiting for the person whom I got two of my recent books from in the hopes of saving a killer shipping fees.
So now I'm beginning to get a headache trying to figure out the most cost-effective way to get these books. A teammate is being gracious enough to offer placing the order for me, but would have to wait until December until I actually get it. I can't wait that long, unfortunately. So the workaround would be to ship it to someone I know in the States or UK, then have them shipped to me. All expenses I will shoulder, of course.
...
After computing the possible combinations of buying from certain sellers that offer the books in the best condition possible (short of being new), is if I go with Amazon: buy Canary Trainer for $2.78 from THRIFT_BOOKS then Chronicles for $15.00 from A1Books. Computing what I understand would be the incurred shipping expenses, the total damage to my pocket would be $42.76--if shipped directly. And then there's the
... Help? Now excuse me while I find a quiet corner to bang my head on a wall.
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tired - Music:Love Unspoken--Jeremy Brett, from the Merry Widow
It's done. A great Filipino leader has been laid to rest today.
The burial was done in my city, Parañaque, just roughly a mile (estimated) from where I live. I was concerned that I'd be walking to my next commute (some 2 miles or 3 km?) if public vehicles won't be coming through because of the huge crowds. Luckily, there were, and I even got to work a lot earlier and managed to catch a few minutes of the mass at the cemetery on TV.
Yes, I'm ashamed to say that I'm one of the many who was too timid to take part of the crushing throng who braved the weather, the walk, and the long wait just to catch a glimpse of the hearse. I salute these people who had the guts to express their convictions and weather through the elements. Mabuhay po kayong lahat, mga kababayan ko!
And then there are the famed people that followed the funeral procession.
I heard that another former President, Joseph Estrada, and Senator and presidential aspirant Mar Roxas, were there waving and shaking hands with the crowd. It set people to thinking as to their true motive of being there. Be their actions innocent or otherwise, they should have had the decency to conduct their sympathy withthe crowd and the bereaved discreetly because they would have been misinterpreted. They would have served the long-suffering crowd better had they given away food and drink. *shakes head*
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ticked off & unimpressed
A stalwart of the Philippine democracy will be finally laid to rest this Wednesday.
It's like the burial of her late husband, Ninoy Aquino, all over again: hundreds upon thousands congregate to the streets to mourn a champion of the masses. History, indeed, repeats itself.
I was a youngster when the EDSA revolution broke out in '86. I don't remember much, wasn't fully aware of the implications of people's actions, but I vividly recall that innocent sense of pride I felt when citizens marched the streets to peacefully decry the oppression of dictatorship. How, people in linked hands and in fervent prayer had broken through the iron shackles of an iron-fisted government.
And, more so, how the leadership of the humble senator's 'housewife' had paved the way to make democracy possible.
I can still remember one of Marcos' ad campaign during snap election time. It was supposed to be Tita Cory's voice over a chaotic-looking scene of people (I can't really recall clearly). I do recall what her "last line": "Eh, tatapatin ko kayo. Panglalaki lang ito." (I'll be frank with you. This is for men). She was allegedly referring to the election, most likely.
Back then, I was thinking it was such a blatantly dirty and backhanded way to secure votes. It must have grated tita Cory's rivals to no end when all the rest of us watched how after every other coup attempt, this assassinated senator's wife weathered through all this violence and politics when she took over the Presidency.
And, like they say, you'll never know what you missed until it's gone.
I think I must be so inured to peaceful acts to resolve conflict, scoff at it and view it as some form of weakness. How foolish it is to think that way, when, if not for her taking the highest position in the land, having had no political background (when, in fact, she comes from quite a political clan!) had turned the government around in her quiet, but powerful way.
And now, to hear posthumous words of praise for her moral integrity, quiet strength and humility, I wish I paid more attention.
With her death, it was like Ninoy's death all over again: it's as if hope for a better country died with her. Who of moral strength of character, God-fearing, and of humble servitude, would come forward and lead?
Ninoy's old videos were played all over the media, where in one, he said that we must all be leaders. He said this in extolling everyone to be their own leader to bring this country back on its feet. Simple, yet strong words of conviction from one who had loved the land of his birth.
I pray that we all have the same strength to follow that conviction after this dark cloud.
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melancholy
You have fought well. May you find your peaceful repose.
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sombre - Music:Point of No Return-Phantom of the Opera OST
